Slashed Throat Awakening Lyrics

Disgusting. Sickening. Repulsion. Abhorrent. Newly awakened, I'm blinded with a deadly rage. Passed down through the intoxicating ash. I take the knife and start slashing. Inhuman being now transcended. Drive the blade across my own throat, suddenly I want to bleed. Somehow alive when I shouldn't be. Undying as my own hate. A lust to kill. Inhuman being—Fleshy and wet. Human garbage disposal. Continue to consume. Inhaling the dead. I take the knife and start slashing. Inhuman being now transcended. Inhaled dead it's becoming part of me. Tossing and turning and fighting my own sanity. I can see myself becoming an angel of death. But all along I only wanted it to – get rid of me permanently. Slashed throat awakening. I want to go back to sleep. Away from this deadly reality.