You Hate Me Because I Dropped Something Into the Opening. Lyrics

THIS IS THE STAIN ON MY LIFE
what I gave birth to it
warm something important
what born from there is only a stain
crunch and give for amplifying
THE OBSTACLE
I see everything hypocritical
sewage dissolves muddy
I drink and drank off it
again and again
the hurt have many openings
I dropped something into there not to fall into there
in the cold ice the lump boil hot
melt away melt away
feel more pain
drown in the nothingness
HEY YOU WHY DON'T YOU REMEMBER ME
WHY
DISTRUST HATE THE URGE TO KILL
can you hear the scream my body give
can you see? every body's eyes pour us
A ray of the light in the dark
the feeling like covering up openings
the late people corrupt
It's so simple
flavor of hate
I have many things to talk
in the lake
I can see everything
the pillar I depend on was folded
THE PILLAR FOLDED MAKE NO SENSE
THIS IS THE STAIN ON MY LIFE
Why me
the useless thing
so throw up me with red liquid
I am crushing out of you