Another kind of violence Lyrics

Would I be referred
Losing all control ?
Become someone else ?
Lose it all
Know there's gonna be suffering
I'm afraid
Yeah this is gonna destroy me, again
I get up many times
But how many times will I fall
Before it's the last
And I could no longer stand up at all ?
How could I ever live by leaving the euphoria ?
Face the missing without drop into paranoia ?
Do I really wanna leave my dear euphoria ?
I got violent pulsions I'm not willing to restrain them now !
Guess it's another kind of violence
That's striking down my mind
Yes it's another kind of violins
Piercing my eardrums that hard
This is another kind of silence
That is yelling in da dark
This is another kind of violence
(And I do want it more)
I wanna drown
In depravity
Until the OD
Came set me free
Why am I so weak ?
I'm getting so freak
Ain't got the power to decide
Bout' what I gotta share and what I gotta hide
How could I ever live by leaving the euphoria ?
Face the missing without drop into paranoia ?
Do I really wanna leave my dear euphoria ?
I got violent pulsions I'm not willing to restrain them now !
Guess it's another kind of violence
That's striking down my mind
Yes it's another kind of violins
Piercing my eardrums that hard
This is another kind of silence
That is yelling in da dark
This is another kind of violence
And I do want it more !