Forever for Now Lyrics

Who's to blame
I can't get away
From this place

Walking in circles
Over and over
Again and again

I know
Change
Comes from within me

How do I move on
When my problem is
me

We meet again,
Face to face in the mirror

Yet another talk
A monologue

An attempt for
something better
Or different at least

I know
The past
The past cannot change
For us

But maybe we can
Take steps
To right what's been wronged
Before

Perhaps
If you'd gotten help
If you had spared yourself
This pain

You could have spared me.
The hurt you bear
It's a heavy cross
We have to work with what we've got

And forget about what's not....there

I know
Change
Will not come easily

We have to move on
To find something better
Than this

Would I even know who we'd be
If we were whole?

Could we ever start again?

Snap out of it and see

That this is not
All you're meant to be

That goes for the both of us
We both have to be better than this

But there's still hope
for us to find a better way
to move on

Not just survive
But thrive

Fuck that's cliche
that's trite

Sleepwalking
Away from a nightmare

Attempting
To numb what isn't there

Sleepwalking
Self medicated

An attempt
Suddenly years are gone

Wake up

Where did the time go?
Where are you now?
Are you happy?

Was it all
Worth it in the end?

All of those memories
Lost in a fog

I know
Change isn't easy
But I'm in a better place
For now

I got help
And I'm not sorry

Free from this generational curse

I'm finally free from the shame
The pain that still haunts you
Worlds apart and that's
how we'll stay

I had to go my own way
Keeping a distance
forever for now