No Flowers Lyrics

I cannot stand I just wanna leave
It's Like a sign a nerve a pure desire
Time has eroded the crude play
Kisses have the taste of death
Better off alone

I 'm not pleased
I don't care
The relief of happiness
I know I won't see
Flowers on my grave

I wanna love
I wanna live
But I've been so long adrift
(I) Gotta take the helm
finally reach my fate

Some out takes were filmed in my life
Good takes were always lost files
Media offline between black clips
Final cut never released
This is my premiere

I 'm not pleased
I don't care
The relief of happiness
I know I won't see
Flowers in my grave

I wanna love
I wanna live
But I've been so long adrift
(I) Gotta take the helm
finally reach my fate

Take these lies
and make a suitcase
Fill it with your dreads,
seal it with a kiss
Sink it to the ocean
In slow motion
Kill future laments
like in abortion

Self Abortion
Self Abortion
My last option

I'm not pleased
I don't care
The relief of happiness
I know I won't see
Flowers in my grave

I wanna love
I wanna live
But I've been so long adrift
(I) Gotta take the helm
finally reach my fate