Soundtrack to My Fears Lyrics

Lyrics by Sebastian W. Suh
Music by Sebastian W. Suh

The scene is over
The ending credits unfold

False smiles overshadow
the stories left untold

She sings her song
An innocent elegyIts discordant
melodies slowly chant my obituary

The bitter taste of my own ashes

Already dead to you so dead to you

If I ask why
Was mine a question with an answer
Beyond my understanding
This unfamiliar touch

Torn between my morals and my will Is it still?
Insatiable desires

Beaten and bruised at the hands of my own muse
Shackled by the deafening silence that follows

Mirroring my darkest imageDead to you so dead to you

If I ask why Was mine a question with an answer

Beyond my understanding
The wait wasted
Replaced by hatred

The silence echoing in dark cadence
The images I created

Encroaches on my last patience
Fallen victim of my own conjuration

Realized the poison that I once spewed
Has become my salvation

The sound the silence
The questionings new beginnings

The fear
This fear

Is this what I want or is it merely
A craving for what doesn't belong to me

All this time have I been praying
To a god that seized to exist

Mirroring my darkest image
Already dead to you, so dead to you

If I ask why
Was mine a question with an answer
Beyond my understanding

Still no reply
Is that the answer to a question

Of my misunderstanding
The scene is over or has it just begun?
Evolving over the years
Replicating the SOUNDTRACK OF MY FEARS