Hole in the Wall Lyrics

This room was empty, holes in the walls I'm fucking melting
Destined to fall do you feel me?
It's pulling me further away, my family's breaking
And I'm giving myself all the blame
how do you explain that you've been so low you'd steal just to keep your stomach full and your habits up?
I've played that game my time is done, alone, afraid to move an inch on a binge,
It's like they've left me here just to reflect on my sins
overdosed, so fucking close, sometimes it takes losing everything, the life I chose

Maybe it's just me and I'll fight it off, I'll find myself [2x]

Maybe it's just me and I can't see I'm hurting everyone that found me
every word that I said all the shit that I fed into the brains of the hopeless

I will take you nowhere, I will teach you nothing
So please just trust me
Open the door just to see this room was empty
Holes in the walls I'm fucking melting, destined to fall do you feel me?
It's pulling me further away, my family's breaking and I'm giving myself all the blame

Maybe it's just me and I'll fight it off, I'll find myself [4x]
(And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself)

I'll fight it off, I'll push it out, I'll make a change, I'll make you proud [4x]
(And I'll fight it off, I'll find myself)