Fulgor Lyrics

There was a boy,
Who dreamed of a distant star
And wished the secrecy of light could have been shown to him, by far.
He felt, that he did not belong to the Earth alone,
But to this star too,
And that was true.

On mighty wings he crossed the skies in a leap
And reached its scalding rivulets of blinding streams asleep.
Each time was wondrously new to him.
He deemed, that fables wouldn't end,
But he woke up later or sooner and often would remember nothing
Rather than anything at all.

But roots of ages went much deeper into the soil he found.
His eyes then dimmed.
His wings were bound.
He felt ashamed of the naive desires,
But still kept glancing at the skies with cold and hollow eyes.
Since then he forced himself to eke out a living holding a grudge,
Until he suddenly came to the end of trudge.

He thought at last,
That he did not belong to the Earth alone,
But also to that star.
He lied himself,
By far.

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Self-consciousness within the phenomenon of humanity.
Self-determination as an inseparable part of its functioning.
Self-identification as a constitutive element of its mechanism.
The authenticity of simultaneous existence on varying plates of its correlations.

A flesh.
A bone.