What Lies Within Lyrics

Lost within my own mind, a rabbit hole to flee
When did all this happen? Who am I supposed to be?
Bitterness and hatred consume my existence
I hate what I've become, my aspirations unclear
My failure rules my future, I'm chained to my fear
My mind is such a mess, exuding wretchedness

Consumed by fixation, what am I doing here?
Self-doubt turns into obsession, dictating my fear
You ask if I will let you in? Fuck you, I'm fine
I seek a glimpse of untouched worlds, of beauty divine

I tell myself that I'm ok
Deep down I know I've lost my way

Reject anticipation, withdraw into self
Sanity keeps slipping, seek what isn't real
No rest until perfection, fuck you I'm tired
The beauty I once thought untouched, mere reality marred

I tell myself that I'm ok
Deep down I know I'm slipping away