Worse Than Death (feat. Aidan Holmes) Lyrics

We both made mistakes
Wish I could tell you how I feel
Being honest living with this is starting to feel
Worse than death

Nothing but silence
When we're alone in a room
Wish you were there for me
Wish I was there for you
Never choked up
We got nothin to prove
We both got to much pride
To ask each other what it do

If we could take it back
I wonder if we would
Cause were one in the same
Feeling misunderstood

Fighting
When you were step-in to me
And I was step-in to you
Didn't take that lightly
But this shit was passed down to you to
A cycle of abuse

If we Could live again?
Would it ever end?
Forever doubted

Here we go again
How the fuck can I prove?
When I look in that goddamn mirror
And all I see is you

There is no fear in me
You know that is true
We got the same fucking genes
There is no fear in you too

Shit
Raise your hands to me
Be the man of the house
Like he wanted you to be

Nothing but silence
Now we're alone in a room
But I could never live to tell
All the shit you put me through
You'd probably say the same
I would never take that from you
But we'll both just say nothin
Cause that's what happy families do
Fuck it

If we could see back then
Would we see the end
Would you lower a fist
Would you make amends
And If im keepin this real
Living with this feels
Worse than death

Worse than death
Drinkin alone in my room
Wishin you were there for me
Wishin I was there for you
Got me choked up
What were we tryna prove
In the end we both play the game
And in the end we both lose