The Spiral Lyrics

The spiraling sense of confusion.
I've found it hard to find peace of mind.
I'll bury this at the bottom.

At the bottom of this funnel of self hatred.
I let my consciousness slip into a pool of abrasive envy.
Confused by this apparition I let my consciousness slip.

Confused by this apparition I let my consciousness slip.

Memories repressed, are surfacing.
The spiral of self-loathing.
It spins violently.
Til I can't breathe.

I'm blinded by the halo, that used to guide me.
But there is no light at the bottom.

I think of memories where I've felt content.
I hold on to them til they're fragmented.
I've seen questions in everything.

I'll bury this at the bottom.
At the bottom of the spiral.

Memories repressed, are surfacing.
The spiral of self-loathing.
It spins violently.
Til I can't breathe.

Til I can't breathe.

The spiral of self-loathing.

All the scars of empty faith may never heal,
A reprisal.