Not Really Good Lyrics

Been too long since
I played my guitar just for the fuck of it (just for the fuck of it )
And
It's been too long since
I had a tune stuck in my head, just cause I like it

And
Confidence is
A red line that I just can't cross
Buried alive, I'm
Confident-tial
Stuck between the lines I taught (yeah)

Because I'm not really good
not really good
I'm nowhere near I could've been
I'm not really good
not really good
I'm nowhere near that place

Been too long since
I stood on a stage and felt like a star (and felt like a star)
Been too long since
I went down the hole a little far, far, far

And
Confidence is
A red line that I just can't cross
Buried alive, I'm
Confident-tial
Stuck between the lines I taught

Because I'm not really good
not really good
I'm nowhere near I could've been
I'm not really good
not really good
I'm nowhere near that place

So I don't fight it
I just surrender
To higher powers (that I don't believe in, don't believe in)
But I do believe in music (yeah, what's up with right now)
But I do believe in

That I'm not really good
not really good
I'm nowhere near I could've been
I'm not really good (not really good)
not really good (not really good)
I'm nowhere near that place