Waste My Time

They keep claiming somethings out there but I just don't know what that means
Was I put here with a purpose or is there something after me
Cause I swear to god this isn't what we're meant to be
Can you help me find a reason

Cause I don't wanna waste my time trying to bring you back to me
I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet
Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless
Cause I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you

There's a ripple in existence and I have seen what lies beneath
There's a man behind the curtain and the distortion is killing me
Cause I swear to god this isn't what we're meant to be
Can you help me find a reason and bring me back to reality

Cause I don't wanna waste my time trying to bring you back to me
I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet
Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless
I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you

Rapturous hands clamor for the night
Shadows refracting in the moonlight
Who needs a kingdom when you've found a knife
To carve out a space between your dead eyes

I feel it creeping in through the back of my head
What kind of father leaves his children for dead
I feel you skulking out there in the abyss
You want my soul, well you can have it
Cause I'm not gonna waste my time trying to bring you back to me
I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet
Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless
I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you