Vertigo [May] Lyrics

Now, I know I am lost- My days are numbered, not powered • It seems that my actions are clear • Abdicating to fate at what cost? • The gun in one hand • My diary in the other. • I am writing the words from my head • There will be few more, eyes are closed • I feel free, now I have chosen; • The humanity in me near dead •Foetus : "...that still be me!!..." I am safe in this sphere • No pain in here... • With eyes tight shut • I can see, sixteen years ago • Mother being just like me! • Not alone anymore • Free from pain of the past • The suffering over • These thoughts in the mind of the last... • I follow orders, now I move to the light

• From which I had fled for so long • I follow his orders, ideas, sensations She : "to keep us always together..." • There is nothing of me. • Is there trial, judge and jury • Beyond the nowtemporal • I do not intend to stay here.