Self Created Abyss Lyrics

Trapped within a living nightmare
Caught amongst my putrid sins
Live my life in pure disgust
Parents butchered, bodies buried
Spill the blood of my own kind
Feel the pain as I die inside

Smashed my head against the wall to feel the pain that I've inflicted
Flashbacks of my actions haunt me
Self inflicted scars on my wrist helps me to escape this horror
Mutilation
Morbid truth I cannot hide from
Got to face the consequences
Visions of the blood I've spilled
Doesn't seem real

Thoughts of suicide - Killing my own kind - Buried them
How can I exist - Knowing I done this - I must die
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss
Praying to my god - For my salvation - Will it come
Endless agony - Having to endure - My action
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss

Voices eat into my brain
Rotting mind is now corrupt
Screaming screeching of their souls
Lucid figures looming over
Their presence forms the darkness
Their existence dilutes my mind

Commanded by the mass infection
Lead through life by their deception
Exploited misconception
Wretched - Display - Of the - Puppetry
Waste of skin I'm forced to sin the voice they wont lie to me
Hanging over every day they curse my soul in every way
Suffering this wrath upon me pain is sure to be eternal
Wretched - Display - Of the - Puppetry

Awoken in an ice cold sweat
Dreams blur into reality
Grotesque image of the slaughter
Witness the knife plunged into him
Sordid actions forced upon me
Voices drive me to insanity

Smashed my head against the wall to feel the pain that I've inflicted
Flashbacks of my actions haunt me
Self inflicted scars on my wrist helps me to escape this horror
Mutilation
Morbid truth I cannot hide from
Got to face the consequences
Visions of the blood I've spilled
Doesn't seem real

Thoughts of suicide - Killing my own kind - Buried them
How can I exist - Knowing I done this - I must die
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss
Praying to my god - For my salvation - Will it come
Endless agony - Having to endure - My action
Life left feeling empty - Live to regret my own actions
Sat in darkness - With my head in my hands
Their screams haunt me - Self created abyss
Last
Escape from this nightmare
Repressed childhood memories
Escape from the voices
Dark passenger controls me - Forcing me to kill again

Red mist forming - Killer is reforming
Dark passenger taking over - Forcing me to kill again