[W]hole Lyrics

I was waiting for a savior
All the time I had the tools
Like a prime time channel of failures
I'm a jester of fools
Hearing the reaper he's at my door

Sickness is eating me alive
I've got black mass pouring out of me
Like I am rotten inside

Putting the pieces together
Watch me closely, I'm whole again
Flying higher and higher to reach tomorrow

I was waiting for a savior
All the while I tied my noose
The pills don't work without a prayer
The puppet master's strings hang loose
Darkness hanging on me closely

Because I turned out all the lights
I let the shadows grow so grisly
When I should have fought for my life

A sudden sound of falling feathers
It was all an illusion
I fall down the hole again
There's no one else to blame