Deathcurse I Lyrics

When I die throw my body to the wolves
Don't bury me; cast me to the void
The black abyss calls for me to come home
To close my eyes one last time

My consciousness betrays me
How can I see the light if there is no darkness
Downward spiral into a chasm
A bleak perception of my own creation

Into black I descend
Self loathing hypocrite
Hate darkens the heart within me
Grief watches my every step
It lingers in the shadows
Behind the deaths that haunt me
"What did I do to deserve this?"
"Why couldn't I save your life?"

A life once lived in ignorant bliss
Now corrupt by the wounds that never healed
Loathsome soul; bereft of joy I'll never know
This life is fleeting; God please just take me home