Heartsick Lyrics

I always have thought that we could be together, but the truth was never the reality I wanted.
My heart is torn, broken in to pieces.
I'll show you what the true meaning of hatred, vengeance means.

Show me what's lying under that skin.

I always have thought that we could be together, but the truth was never the reality I wanted.
My heart is torn, broken in to pieces.
I'll show you what the true meaning of hatred, vengeance means.

May be I was the only one who was thinking like that.
No.
But I still wanted you to feel the same as me.

In this dark tunnel staggering by myself, I wish you were next to me; holding my hand with your warm hands.
I know this is only a fantasy I made up with my head, no heart; or what else could it be?

Loss for words, loss for thoughts, water drops falling to my face.
The coldness I feel is not the coldness of the rain.
It's what my heart feels.
I am broke.
I am heartsick

Why did you have to fool me and leave me alone?
All I wanted was to stay beside you.
Please don't leave me anymore, you were the only one who I trusted and knew.

I fucking hate you.

In this dark tunnel staggering by myself, I wish you were next to me.
I know this is only a fantasy I made up with my head, no heart, or what else could it be?

Can you hear the sadness of my heart?

I can barely breathe and forget my depression.

It's all because of you.

Broken.
Beaten.
Mangled.
Jaded.
Make me feel alive.
It's all the same and my body's feeling numb now.

I would rather hide these scars to force the thoughts from my head from coming back.
So I could cover up and heal away.

Loss for words, loss for thoughts, water drops falling to my face.
The coldness I feel is not the coldness of the rain.
It's what my heart feels.
I am broke.
I am heartsick.