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Absence of Light

(2016)
TypeStudio Full-length
GenresAtmospheric Black Metal, Deprssive Black Metal
LabelsDamnatio ad Bestias
Album rating :  100 / 100
Votes :  1
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Absence of Light Lyrics

(5)
Submitted by level Eagles (2016-11-29)
1. Confessions of a Man in Fear (Part I) (8:20)
One obstacle, it's fear
A fear that controls me
It stops me from moving on
It drives me to emptiness
An emptiness as dark as my mind
As dark as I see my life
How will my life be, so dark and empty, so hopeless,
No one will help me

I will still see the sun
The only light to guide me to nothingness

The only warmth I'll feel
Along with the moon and its cold nights.
And when suicide is no longer an option
But the only way out

When I'll be left alone
The fear will have won
And I'll be left behind
Losing everything,

Deserving everything
2. Absence of Light (9:53)
Do you feel good within...
within the hell... the hell of your lies?

You're only a tormented mind searching for revenge
I even think you lied when telling that your life was so cruel

You live each day drowned in your personal misery
Not Refusing to wake up from the sleep you hardly get every night

Awaken you live your own nightmare
And the nightmares of your dreams make your life even worse
Awaken you live your own nightmare
Which one's better, the night or the day?

You consume every life attracting them with your tragedies.
3. Confessions of a Man in Fear (Part II) (12:30)
I hate myself
One fucking coward
Didn't you realize I was talking about myself?

Empty words behind the mask
I'm only trying to run away
Trying to run escape from dispair

Hiding fear inside a box
For which only I have the key
It's never empty
And some day it will collapse
And I will have to face my demons
Or run away forever
Or run away forever
Escape and leave it all behind

Who knows if I'll ever pay for it
Tired to lose my time
Of wasting my miserable life
I have no more than this

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**A wide emptiness as the one of space and sea.
Worldly depths in my mind.
A long way between the dark and the endless path of fear.
The end of this massive agony I can not see**

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I hate myself
One fucking coward
Didn't you realize I was talking about myself?

I am afraid of life, that's why I choose death
Reality hurts me
Looking at it it's like cutting myself
Thinking of it it's like injuring myself.
Reality hurts me

Who knows if I'll ever pay for it
Tired to lose my time
Of wasting my miserable life
I have no more than this

---

**A wide emptiness as the one of space and sea.
Worldly depths in my mind.
A long way between the dark and the endless path of fear.
The end of this massive agony I can not see**

---

It consumes me and I let myself be trapped by the limbs,
Which, without noticing, have been surrounding me
It consumes me and I let myself be trapped by the limbs,
Which, without noticing, have been surrounding me

I am afraid of life, that's why I choose death
Reality hurts me
Looking at it it's like cutting myself
Life hurts me
Thinking of it it's like injuring myself
Reality hurts me
i am afraid of life, that's why i choose death
Reality hurts me
Looking at it, it's like cutting myself
Life hurts me
Thinking of it it's like injuring myself
Reality hurts me
4. Golden Blood Sea (7:40)
The sea is stained with blood and gold
by a dying sun that burns so red,
for the battles at the edges of Earth.

This scent of life, one nature that embraces
these ungrateful humans
Killers of life.

The coming night nothing good is to bring, too much time to think.

One tormented soul who finds in the sea a refuge of peace.

A sky and sea of crimson and gold,
he thinks on what could have been prefering to be the observant rock [on which waves break]x2

The light of the beacon can not yet compete with the brightness of sunlight which refuses to hide.
And without waiting for the night, he cried, with the melody of a song in his head,
Such a beautiful song, as the one before his eyes, so beautiful as the land he stood on.
One heart full of beauty, of life and scars and ashes.

One heart full of beauty, of life and scars and ashes.
5. Solitude, Pessimist and Self Destructive (23:29)
The story repeats itself
The sadness fills up my soul
The loneliness follows me
Everything was written down

Everything for being useless
Without mercy for the weak ones

Finding an weird happiness in loneliness
The singular and whimsical pleasure of nostalgia

Downcast, the hours pass

I don’t dare to move an ounce
I don’t feel cold, I feel nothing
Too depressed for that privilege
Too tired to cry again

No more tears, only real sadness
Surrender, resignation
Too dark to see
To dark to walk
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