Bivalence

Are you deaf?
There's not much time till I vanish
I'll soon let myself sink
Far from your endless grip

"It won't happen I swear" those things I used to say
This time I will not make it
Don't show your back again you'd waste much more than days
I can no longer hold this

For too long I've been too quiet
It is now maybe my time
For too long I've been too blind
You'll accept what I demand

Seems like you enjoyed it
Well, it's true that I still enjoy it
Seems like you enjoyed it
But oh please finish this

You’ve often spoken of us
Must be your shadow whatever happens
Maybe it's too heavy for me
Oh I think I'll regret this

Oh you see
I won't be whatever you want me to be
I won't be
I won't become this
There's not much time till I vanish
I'll soon let myself sink
Far from your endless grip

Why would you change me?
First learn to see your own dark side
I have no choice
Deeper and deeper this hole goes

Next time you decide for me
Or ask for a promise that you know I cannot keep
I’ll no longer say "you are right" to save us
So put away your pride and join your hand with mine

Are you deaf to my voice?
Next time maybe you won't
Next time maybe you'll know