Loss of Feelings or Feeling of Loss Lyrics

Promise me a new life
You know I like it most
In that's the whole you are
The spiral of the reasons
Tired to survive
Bring me back my home
And I close my eyes
Waiting for a surprise
Lullaby injection
Indifference infection
It’s too late to change or start all over
Birds still sing, but songs are getting lower
Things must be pretentious
To make me heady
Does it mean that I am
An emotions addict?
Try to hurt me, fellow
See I’m like a ghost
All your knives and arrows
Are just flying across
Paper soldier, holed chest
Growing older, losing zest
Women come and vanish
Streets are full of beggars
Flowers grow and perish
Nothing really matters
Spill of cosmic shower
In its flight endeavour
Maybe I’ll recover
Maybe never ever