Faint Existence Lyrics

leave me to lie
behind these walls
built upon these hollow dreams
whose bones were cut by apathy

leave me to lie
behind these walls
filled with my delusion I
am better off alone

in winter
I long for the sun
in summer
I long for the cold
in love
I long for silence
in solitude
I long for the sound of a voice
to prove to me that I'm not a ghost

happiness
so Vivid
so fleeting
but its all an illusion

sadness
so vague
so permanent
but its the only thing real to me

leave me to lie behind this disguise
leave me to lie behind these hollow dreams
leave me to die with nothing to show for this life