Misfortune Follows Lyrics

Silence
Merciless tyrants
Remain elusive
It has only just begun
Lie hidden
Among the darkest
Of my obsessions
The most deplorable ones
Wrought with revulsion
You're dredging the bottom
Let go-
The fear that drags me further below
Left debilitated in isolation
Now I know
Control is nothing more than an illusion

I will face this on my own
The dread of shame that I've known
Sinking deeper in me
Caught in the undertow
Further now
Drowned in isolation

Everywhere I go
Misfortune follows
Me like a killer
Deranged and drenched in agonizing woe
Try to escape it
So cold and jaded
Becoming the clinical misanthrope
Now I'm turning into what I've always loathed
Another psychotic episode
Devoid of emotion in search of the antidote
Control is nothing more than an illusion

I am the abandoned
Animal
Living past regrets
Entirely
Utterly obsessed
Emotionless
Preying on the weakest one