Instrument of My Own Destruction Lyrics

In a raging abhorrence of breathing
And seeing the daylight
Amidst these walls I'm lifeless
Slowly giving in to the famine of my soul
This worn out mind vanishes
Nothing can satisfies, nothing can fill it
I watch the void I have inside
Beholding while it devours me
I have come to the place
Where sorrow voids all kindness
All joy, all pleasure
I turn into an instrument of my own destruction
It is a witness of my decline
Everyone can see disgrace in me
A smile can't be drawn in a surly face
That has come from nowhere
And it goes nowhere
Thus I entrust myself to the void
To despair...