Coming Full Circle Lyrics

It has been a while
a big just too long
the colors of my world
fading to grey and deep black

to the promises I made and
the shattering in you
all weakness of thyself
it is still a long time
I feel sad but not to belong

I let go of this and never look back
you didn't hear my despair
for I am blind, def and mute

I tried difference approaches
the pleasure was not quite the same
to understand death,
which we very well do
all steps will be stepped on again
this can't be the same,
cause it's true and fair
if only our feelings could be the same
rid us of this damned path

Having come full circle, have I
is this what it takes to realize
to hurt is to feed, to feel is to be
to be is to know, to know is to hurt