My Pain Lyrics

My pain is what I breathe
My pain is what I breed
I see myself in a mirror,
The mirror sees an end getting nearer
My days are long, my days are nights
My days are numbered and I count with a knife
My body's numb, my body's cold
My body's shallow and I have no soul
Why can't I live, why can't I gain
Why can't I stop feeling my pain, my pain, my pain?
My pain, my pain, my pain

You look at me, you look away
You look so scared, am I dead today
Why can't I hear you what did you say
You're talking riddles are you talking to me
How did I get here, how did I get there
How do you do and why do you stare
Why can't I live, why can't I gain
Why can't I stop feeling my pain, my pain, my pain?
My pain, my pain, my pain

Another needle stuck in my arm, another day with one more fix
A lie I keep telling myself, just one more high will do the trick
Yeah, it's all I need
My pain is what I bleed
It's what I breathe
My pain is what I bleed, yeah

So what's the point, my friend I say?
I'm in denial each and every day
What lies in heaven I only dream?
Tomorrow's here, what does it mean?
Through life I've struggled, my mind is free
The pain I felt has only happened to me
Now I can live, now I have gained
Now I have stopped the feeling, the pain
My pain, my pain, my pain

It's what I breathe
It's what I breed