Inexistentia Lyrics

Das Fenster meiner Seele - zerbrochen
Der Spiegel der Emotion - verheert
Die Zeit zehrt unverwandt an meiner Fiktion
Indes Helios sich am Rot meiner Wunden labt

La fenètre de mon âme - brisée
Le miroir de l'emotion - dévasté
Le temps ronge sans arrèt à ma fiction
Pendant que le soleil se dèsaltére au rouge de mes blessures

The wish that I had never been
Transcends self-deprecation so mundane
Like rusty nails, inflicting pain
Which is essential to my being

Die Utopie lähmt diese meine Progression
Und obgleich auf dem Pfad zur Unexistenz
Gefangen im Labyrinth eures peripheren Krads
Erwache ich im Strom der Kognition

L'utopie paralyse ma progression
Et quoique sur le chemin de l'inexistence
Incarcéré dans le labyrinthe de votre machine superficielle
Je me réveille dans le fleuve de la cognition

O Solitude - if I must with thee dwell
Let it not be among the jumbled heap
Of murky buildings - climb with me the steep
Nature's observatory - whence the dell
Its flowery slopes, its river's crystal swell
May seem a span - let me thy vigils keep
'Mongst boughs pavillion’d, where the deer's swift leap
Startles the wild bee from the fox-glove bell
But though I'll gladly trace these scenes with thee
Yet the sweet converse of an innocent mind
Whose words are are images of thoughts refin'd
Is my soul's pleasure - and it sure must be
Almost the highest bliss of human-kind,
When to thy haunts two kindred spirits flee

Ubi est vectis?
Ubi redemptio

The dark feasts on my agony
My life's beyond my grasp
Lurking doubts feed the black beast
That holds me snared

Vires me deficiunt
Defloresco