Ideations Lyrics

In the walls are coming as I hope for a better life,
Destitution raging through all the corners of my mind,
This is fine.
Can you help me to find myself?
Calling for help and there's no one answering.
I sold my soul and I feel so alone.
No use in fighting it when it comes naturally.
I've been afflicted with this fire,
No more help,
I've burnt my bridges now I'm suffocating,
I wanna die
I wanna roll myself into a ball and set my self on fire,
It's time to set this place alight and watch it all burn down,
Crumble to ashes,
Watch my whole world come undone,
Before I did I wanna watch my whole life burn before my eyes,
I know, I'm sorry, but this fire's consuming me.
Eyes open wide,
As I walk thru the wreckage of this life of mine.
I'm not fine, I'm not fine,
I wanna lie in the dirt and forget everything.
Give me a light to guide me in darkness,
Into the bleakest winter's cold,
Give me a guide to cure me of sickness,
To fix his broke and empty soul.
My eyes are wide.
Can you help me to find myself?
I'm not fine all the time.
Calling for help and there's no one answering.
I sold my soul.
I sold my soul and I feel so alone.
It's not pride it's my mind,
No use in fighting it when it comes naturally.