Grief Lyrics

The sun is comin up again
Stay up all night for silence
Defeated by myself again
I think I'd rather stay in bed
And I don't wanna wake
I sleep in everyday
I'm sitting with my back against the door
I don't feel that I'm safe
I push you all away
Cause I don't wanna be me anymore
I'm feeling like a spaceship
Like I wasn't made here
Is this just a game or simulation?
Everything is fake shit
I cannot escape it
Are we just suspended animation?
I never was a good kid
You never really minded
Too fucked up on all your drugs
Everything is fake shit
I cannot escape it
I don't wanna wake, no I don't wanna wake