Pleasure in Vengeance Lyrics

The eye of the storm
It's so calm
But hate is all I see
This venomous picture, a vision
Of a toxic tragedy
The drips of water
Touching my hands
Reflecting on what I had
They're bringing out visions, this distance
Between us and what I've broken

Broken
This monster I made has created this catastrophe
Forsaken, now I'm running from my shame

I need the cure for my dying soul but all I've found is anger
My mind is split between peace and war
I can trust I'll find my pleasure in vengeance

As I run faster and further away
My fate draws near
The future seems so unclear

Let go, just let go
Stop dragging me down
The storm is here don't take me now
My head is spinning, my blood is boiling
I can't handle this

Poison
Flowing through my veins
A reminder
Running from this means I'll never be the same

Why do I constantly feel this
This sickening feeling suffocating my will to separate and my ability to rebuild
I am forsaken
I am mistaken
All I need is clarity and a cure

I need the cure for my dying soul but all I've found is anger
My mind is split between peace and war
I can trust I'll find my pleasure in vengeance

With this awakening
I've realized the pain I seek
Will destroy me in time

I've tried for too long
My hands are broken
There's nothing left to save
So what are we running towards?

I need the cure for my dying soul but all I've found is anger
My mind is split between peace and war
I can trust I'll find my satisfaction as
I rip myself open and stitch myself back together
After my retribution
I'll find my pleasure in vengeance