Eternal Chaos Lyrics

I worry my plan was done wrong
Everything's wrong, all in different direction
Every eye in different direction, every part of this damn body made wrong
Making a step, backing up by two
Only desires command us to cross each other every day

I hate those things that once plunged in my mind stay there
And show up when I do not know what to think
And then everything loses its sense, it gives a draft to the whole

There's reality and there's utopia, but the unreal one
This bad breath over my shoulder
I worry that this world is rubbish
It sucks down all energy from us
We put so much effort in what will our descendants walk over
We are walking over bodies of our ancestors
Do you feel their blood under your feet? Their sweat?
World built of bodies living particle, what for?

There's a body, there's consciousness
But the eternal chaos has strongly rooted in our schizophrenia
No silence, the voices always screaming, eternal chaos
Maybe we have crossed ourselves and our own existence wants to kill us?
Turn this game off, playtime's over