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Epistemological Despondency

(1994)
TypeStudio Full-length
GenresFuneral Doom Metal, Death Metal
LabelsSeason of Mist
Album rating :  67 / 100
Votes :  4
Lyrics > E > Esoteric Lyrics (35) > Epistemological Despondency Lyrics (6) >

Awaiting My Death Lyrics

3. Awaiting My Death (26:20)
Windows of shattered dreams.
Laid out before me.
My broken reflection hauntingly stares back,
As once again I pick up the pieces of my mind.

Rebuilding myself again.
And I know what is done.
The smaller pieces lost.
They used to be large,
But now they are gone.

I cannot find my hope, my joy or my life,
Just empty splinters embedded in my mind.
Causing me pain, I grimace in awe at the overwhelming pain.
Caused by what I've lost, by what has been destroyed.

My scars start to bleed.
From my wounds of sorrow,
I watch the blood run.
A release of my self-hate,
And still the blood flows:

Scarred all over my body.
With each scar comes a memory of pain.
Though it's hard to tell now, they all look the same.
Awaiting the day when my blood is no more,
Maybe then the pain will be gone.
I await my death with both relief and with fear,
I sense that my shattered mind knows it is near.
Submitted by level DJ-Arin (2011-02-09)
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