Delirium Lyrics

the air i've been breathing lately has been so thin,
every single time i find myself counting within,
things that feel okay, i'll be fine without it
lost within the shame
because i met you, i've been lost inside my head
i don't understand why everyone only wants me dead
because of these feelings, my thoughts yearn for the end

the empty bed i leave when i'm awake,
it's something i regret i can't. process the sounds you make
i crawl back to you
you'll always win

the grave shackles, my knees buckle
i can taste the guilt
i really am sorry, it's like my brain has turned to nothing
thinking of how weak i truly am, this body i possess
will it really be the end

wanting to be more to it
this beautiful sunset
my mind in a daze
light it up in flames

let's enjoy this,
or maybe make this up
i am not here,
shake me till i wake up
because i am the only truth that must be pursued,
walk with me, by my side
let me live

"your smile, it's the only thing that i can say i want for the rest of my life. i'll never truly understand what brought us here, but for now i promise everything is alright. even though my eyesight gets blurry every night, you speak, my mind wanders. the only thing i know is: i'm nothing without the comfort of you by my side. and now i'm left with this burden to carry on, and i know we'll never meet again, but i'll always be here, waiting."

the only thing i seek, i bury myself in the feeling

witnesses stay by your side,
but no one deserves the truth