V: Defeat Lyrics

I wish that they could hear me
Through walls of this cold memory
I'm living through on and on
Like trees in an endless fall

All I wanted was not to be here
To hide in my world and disappear
To run and not let it find me
To move on and forget.

So, let there be no light
So, let it make no sense
Just let me face my defeat
As the sunlight fades and leaves

I wish this exile meant something
I wish this state led somewhere
As I see it taking my last breath
As it turns my soul to the grave

The helplessness I feel
The words I'm not able to say
The life that was meant to be a failure
I'm living it through, on and on

So, let there be no light
So, let it make no sense
Just let me face my defeat
As the sunlight fades and leaves