Anhedonia Lyrics

DO YOU REMEMBER THOSE BLISSFUL DAYS?
INOCENT LAUGHS WERE OUR WALLS
NO WORRIES COULD BREAK 'EM THROUGH
EVERYTHING WAS EASY
WE USED TO SIT AND WATCH HIM GROW
THE SEED BY WHICH WE LIVED FOR

BETRAYED BY TRUST
TO FIND YOUR BETTER HALF
THE SHINE IN THE EYES OF MY CHILD
HER LAST BREATH
FEELING HELPLESS AND NUMB
HIS VOICE TAKES ME HOME
THERE IS WHERE I BELONG
AND MEANS NOTHING, NOTHING TO ME NOW

WHITE SHINING WALL
BLURS INSIDE MY HEAD
TURNS AROUND
I CAN SEE MYSELF
LYING IN A SILENT PLACE
COULD IT BE A CHILDHOOD MEMORY?

NOW I SEE IT'S REAL NOT JUST AN ILLUSION

MEANINGLESS LIFE IN ISOLATION
RAVENOUS ENVY
SOLITUDE

IT WAS LATE WHEN I REALICED THEY WERE GONE FOREVER
AND I'M LOST IN MYSELF
IT'S TOO SOON TO BE ALONE AND I'M LOOSING MY MIND
AND I'M STRAYED WITHOUT YOU


HEY BROTHER, WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE?
HERE I AM, FROM NOW ON I'LL TAKE THE REST
LET YOURSELF GO

I LOOK, AND MY REFLECTION IS EMPTY
ONLY THE STRANGER IN ME STARES BACK, IN SHADOWS

I WILL BE KING, JUST LET ME IN

I EMBRACE THIS DEAL, WHO COULD REFUSE?
I CAN BE HIM, AS HE CAN BE ME
A THREAT TO THE I

I WAS WAITING FOR THE WORLD TO END, BUT IT NEVER ENDS
WHERE DO WE LEAVE OUR MARK?
WE WERE MENT TO BE TOGETHER, FOREVER
WE CHOOSE TO EXIST IN THE LACK OF CHOICES
SOMETIMES YOU LEARN THE HARD WAY
THERE WAS A TIME WHEN LIFE WAS SIMPLE, THEN THE STORM

BETRAYED BY TRUST
TO FIND YOUR BETTER HALF
THE SHINE IN THE EYES OF MY CHILD
HER LAST BREATH
FEELING HELPLESS AND NUMB
HIS VOICE TAKES ME HOME
THERE IS WHERE I BELONG
AND MEANS NOTHING, NOTHING TO ME NOW


BETRAYED BY TRUST
TO FIND YOUR BETTER HALF (AND THEN NOTHING)
THE SHINE IN THE EYES OF MY CHILD
HER LAST BREATH (AND THEN NOTHING)
FEELING HELPLESS AND NUMB
HIS VOICE TAKES ME HOME (AND THEN NOTHING)
THERE IS WHERE I BELONG
AND MEANS NOTHING, NOTHING TO ME NOW