Reflections Lyrics

All surprised. I'm standing here,
counting years that passed before my eyes
And I understand, where I was wrong
I was fighting battles I couldn't win ... For far too long...

Different times, a different place
But the story always ends the same
Different views were before but I don't care about this anymore

Reflections – It's a face of a dead man
Hunting me until the end of my days
I am a contradiction – In the eyes of the blind men
Walking only through the shadows of a time and biting the pain

But I want to cheat on life, cannot win against the time
My guilt is fading, memories got washed away
Suddenly I feel betrayed on facts that I create

No one knows which demons I was fighting all those years
Nobody cares for the price I had to pay
And the tears I dropped or blood I lost
Facing the truth, once again I am not coming home

Reflections – As a shade of a good age
Facing me with all decisions I made
I am a contradiction – as a light in the darkness
Walking only through the shadows of a time and biting the pain

Still you cannot thrust yourself
All because mistakes you made, your walls are falling
Showing off your damaged soul, whispering to walk alone
And find my way home

No one knows which demons I was fighting all those years
Nobody cares for the price I had to pay and the tears I dropped or blood I lost
Facing the truth, once again I am not coming home