The Inevitable Day Lyrics

Seasons has changed, and so have I
I sensed something different in the morning air
I woke up surrounded by agents in black
with a smile on my face, today is not my time to die

They cuffed me and pushed me into their van
I did not resist, they cannot touch me
Now I'm sitting in my cell
with nothing but time on my hands

At the trial they declared me mentally ill
as I confessed everything I ever did
It turns out I never had a brother
and they say I never met my father

I cannot believe what they are telling me
and I cannot tell what is fictional or real
Is life but a test that you have to endure?
Maybe only my feelings are real?

That's why I write all this down
This is the truth coming from my own hands
Maybe I haven't killed anyone?
Maybe there is no ethereal throne?

From my isolation I will never learn
The outside world is out of my reach
These questions will drive me insane
God show yourself or this bible will burn!

I cannot believe what they told me
and I cannot tell what actually took place
Was my life but a test that I had to endure?
Maybe only death is real?