Confession Lyrics

I call it a phase, I call it a phase
But bottoms of bottles are killing the pain
I call it a phase, I call it a phase
When no one’s looking, I take in all I can
I kiss the bottle until I can’t stand
And wake up grieving, and by noon I won’t care
I’ll count the minutes til’ I’ll start again
What have I become?
Have I come undone?

What fills the hollow?
Distills the venom I need
So hard to swallow
The fact I need to be free
One turns to twenty, and now I’m interesting
I’m in control, I’m not one for restraint
My compass spinning, hell bent on making mistakes
You cannot hurt when you cannot feel a thing
The past has taught me I won’t remember a thing
I’ll trade a night cap for some apathy
And wake up grieving, and by noon I won’t care
I count the minutes til’ I start again