Do I Even Exist? Lyrics

The exaltation of my negativity
alive and breathing
in each corner of this
cluttered and yet so empty room

Stuck behind a glass
i am forced to stare at the procession
of all these pale memories
Loud and yet so quiet
And i’m nowhere to be found

The overwhelming absence of shadows
I pushed out,
can’t hold the light in
the tiredness of my soul
is dragging these walls down
And i’m nowhere to be found

Motionless air
A crowd surrounds me
I gave up being myself
I ceased longing for the abyss
All lost for the sake of searching
The crave for existence
The triumph of being