Fading Pictures Lyrics

I see myself standing beside my bed
bad thoughts are going through my head
over and over, I think of the past
one good memory came to me at last

Every breath feels like a long long time
fading pictures are crossing my mind
I want to live my life again
maybe I will do much better then

I can't feel the pain I think I'm going insane

Heaven, is tomorrow lost to me
forever trapped within the hour glass
rising falling in and out of time
slowly drowning in the sand

I am all alone in this endless dream
everyone is different so it has to be
I feel a cold wind blowing through my soul
heaven is calling so I have to go

I have to free my mind from thoughts that I believed
were right it's very hard to understand that this is a
part of human life