Ruin Lyrics

In my alcohol driven
State of consiousness
Stained eyes staring
At the dirt spotted ceiling
I've finally hit the all the time low
The dark bottom of existence

Life is my curse and disease
Self-destruction my cure and redeem
The sickness burns in my brain
Corrupting my thoughts like rusty nails

Decadence is a form of art
And death is a way of life
So pour me another drink
And leave me to enjoy my misery

Distant gleaming
Endless seeming
Finding the perfect death
Is a lifelong process
Desolate feeling
Wound unhealing