Double Negative Lyrics

Born to die, dead inside
I suffer through the hopeless hours and I can't reason why
Ice cold air, dark despair
Another year has passed me by and I just don't care

What if I could die? Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of counting hours

Death and pain, I missed the vein
And I just can't seem to get it right
I've got to try again
No love for me, just fantasy
Indifferent to your way of life, no difference to me

What if I could die? Would you be alright?
Would you suffer here without me?
Give me some time and I'll be fine
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
'Cause I'm getting tired of living
Suicide, Suicide
I don't want to die, but I'm going to try
Get used to life without me
I don't want to be alive
You will be alright if you give it some time
But either way it doesn't matter

Let's see if I can fly