Accursed Lyrics

Reaching out to me seeking solace
An ally in the dark, I just watched you descend

I let you fall into the abyss
I let you fall, I just turned away

Sinking further, tumbling down
The pressure, oppressive and strong
It's comforting me
Ceasing the pain - my only desire
Longing to leave - my only drive

Is it my cross to bear
Leaving you alone
I'll venture on solitary in regret

A messenger brought me word of your demise
An escape or condemnation
Through different eyes
The accusers pointing their fingers
The accursed longing to sympathize

It could have been me, it's lonesome now by my side
It should have been me, your choice had been made
But I still had to decide

Confined - We all saw you die