Afraid to Speak Lyrics

Right inside is were I bleed.
No visible blood is shed,
There is no need.
Help me find
a piece of mind
And set me free
From myself.
I feel trapped,
and I am scared.
There's no way out,
I'm going nowhere.
If you please
can do one thing,
Please tell me
That I'm something.
I'm afraid to speak,
about myself.
I wont let,
anything out.
I imprison myself
In my head.
Who am I?
I am dead.

But still how come I try?
To be something,
I don't know why.
I am hated,
No hope for me.
I'm another leaf
from a dying tree.
Eventually I fall
To the ground.
I shrivel up,
and make no sound.

The winter has come,
Snow covers me up.
I am frozen,
my fingers are numb.
Why can't I
Relieve my head?
Why can't you,
Shoot me dead?