First Love Lyrics

There is no name for this
Worse than hypocrite
All the things I said I'd never
I've broken every one

What have I become? What happened to the son
Who said that eh would rather die than walk away from you?

So I throw my heart onto the floor
Like a sheep to the slaughter
And let it all bleed out
You can have it all, each part of me
The saint and the sinner are ready to return to my first love

Take me back
To the moment we were so close that our hearts
Would beat as one

Breathing a breath so sick
With truths that are counterfeit
The diagnosis is terminal
I'm bleeding in my mind

This mess of what I've done
has left a trail of blood
It's been so long since these gold eyes
Stared into the sun

I remember in any weather
I'd step out on the water the moment you would
Say the word
My obsession is my confession
How desperately I need you, and my heart aches
To hear your voice