As Life Decays Lyrics

The sound of perdition echoes through my head
Denying the truth right in front of my eyes
So evil and wicked this world seems to me
When your life takes a shift fast and unforeseen

Wake me up from this nightmare
Set me free from this cruel reality

Something snapped in my brain
Overflown by a blinding fury
In a burst of despair
drifting me into insanity
When your last breath has gone
getting consumed by anxiety
Cannot take a step back
Slowly learning that all life is fragile

Why now? How on earth do I deserve this?
Why her? Am I haunted by the god of misfortune?
Why now? I'm just a shell of my former self
Why her? Beseech the devil as all life decays

Sadness has taken control
Words can't express my grief
In sorrow I'd cast all away
The only way I feel embraced

Can't I take back control?
Isn't there a possibility?
Can't I take a step back?
Leaving me without dignity
Why am I doomed to fail?
Am I travelling through agony?
What is left in the end?
Will I ever find my peace of mind?