The Confusion [November] Lyrics

She : "Dear diary it's so stupid" • Tears of fear coruscated my face • Tears of joy course the length of my days • Tainted blood tracks in my veins • Bleak sadness, he will come soon • Will I ever be • Truly wholly free • Of this agony? • It's not left me, this blood of mine today • What would you think of me, Mother, if I should say • (If you should learn about my stains?) • I can see your face, blackened with rage Twisted in hatred (denying the cage I have wrought.) • My bliss drains... • I wish I could say how I became this way! • Stark fear • He will come • Now I want it • Now I sense him • Is he the one? Mother there are dark rings under your eyes • Your hand raised to slap as you realise • I wish I could say • It would be okay. • She (about her diary) : "...He (the embryon) thinks your a therapy...".