Despondent Lyrics

its not the first time that ive felt this way

a constant darkness

it eats me up everyday

im not just down,

its like im stuck underground.

and everytime i find myself on my feet im just let down,

I wont let myself drown.

everyface, everyplace, everything a fuckin waste,

we give our lives for just one taste

its safe to say i cherish everyday
no giving up im here to stay.

my, my head feels heavy, hopes are low

but i will not be the one to show.

everything i want to get back, slowly fades and away and turns black.

Less motivation everyday, I never thought these feeings would stay. x3

I dont want to end up like the rest.