Shadows of Doubt Lyrics

Maggots working their way through my mind,
they left no dream unbiten, no weakened thought behind...
It was as if there were a void, an emptiness that consums all light,
On shores of life and death I‘m stranded
Reality itself turned pale and ended
I smelled the rotting dead from inside my heart,
and realize that I tore this place apart
Which worth has a mind, a bleeding heart to dead to cry,
A place so dark without an end, sends shadows silently to fly
I spit curses and acid fears in silence towards to a lonely sky
I created a place without a sun and they dont seem to know what they‘ve done
What lies at the End of hurt and loss?
Visions were born, frozen dreams and desires,
mental beasts and hopes died down Died down in inner fires
Those who fear the darkness have never seen what the light can do
We are just mortals who have forgotten their mortality
each nightmare is a cagebird which is to be set free
what lies at the end of hurt and loss?
I know the void...I know the void will answer us
I broke all windows to be free and got shattered by the rain
Life itself does not heal me, life itself is only pain
Silent ruins wait outside skies once grey turn to bleeding gold
an hour in want to kill the light speaks “Let the world be cold“